Med school.

Sir Luke Fildes' -The Doctor (1887, The Tate Britain, London)

As july approaches,and summer holiday just around the corner-i'm getting more and more stressed with med school.

More emails,more inductions and seminars to attend.while life passes me by-two new nephews,niece's engagement (Katrina Safura!!),birthdays after birthdays.

I don't really like to rant in my blog,i never liked writing what i dislike.but i have a funny feeling-for the next few months-or not days,i will be.not even running can help me with this.Take it as my last few words before im an official final year med student.

My workloads increasing just right before the holidays.Project Option presentation-days before my flight back,and the 10 000 word case write-up on my audit.

Theres not a single day that i've been doing nothing.Project option-the supposed 'post exams work-holiday' for us forth year students-is killing me day by day.The topic which i'm writing about-is as  complicated as it sounds.the more in depth i go,the more confused i get.please help me,oh dear god.

Year four has made a huge change in my life as compared to who/what i was like in year three.It has been a very stressful year-and it still is.And i cant believe that im in the last weeks of it!How time flies,and the next thing i know,im on my flight back to manchester from kuala lumpur.what a joke.

Im hoping to get the best out of it,as it'll be my last few weeks before EVERYTHING ELSE starts.Attending a seminar on Cancer-later this afternoon and the weekly 'this is what i've done so far-do you like it?' meet up with my Project option supervisor tomorrow.also-the year 5 induction in Manchester on the same day.picnic on saturday,and oh,did i tell you i have a 10k run this coming sunday?

Its been a great year for me,alhamdulillah.very challanging,fast paced-and when its not-its strangely weird.to be completely honest,as much as i'm complaining about it-i actually like being busy?and im pretty sure most medics feels the same about this.weirdos.oh well.


-massy.